to Bitros :Anyway, later him and I went into kissing, sucking and actual sex. We got caught later and everyone was shocked but I explained that he was the only person in my life so far, that would actually care about me.
One of my brothers friends always would tell me how cute I was and how handsome I was and so on. Looking back at it, that happened maybe few years too early. Back then I even told by brother about that and he said so what? He's certainly not gay and even if he'd never fancy you. A month later I was alone with the guy and asked him why he's being so nice to me all the time and he explained me that I was cute and that I shouldn't worry. We exchanged phone numbers and texted, later met each other. We met 3-4 times a week and kept it a secret. We went from him, stroking my hair to, undressing each other's and touching and so on.