I am a 40 y/o guy. Separated with my Wife. Still love her though. We are still very close and care deeply about each other. We don't fight or have any ill will towards one another. She has a boyfriend strictly to enjoy his much larger than average penis. I am very jealous and a bit hurt emotionally by this. I've waited long enough, and I need the feel of a woman again. I haven't made love with my Wife in a very long time.